What do you do when the pain won’t go away.

Healing is painful.

When you thought you where done the energy comes back to bite you.

Use it? It’s using you?

To achieve something amazing.

Energy is energy, sometimes the most powerful energy comes from a place of pain.

It’s to clear the pipe and push out the stagnant slow movement. 

I laid in bed tossing and turning crying night after night feeling the pain the pressure. 

So I decided today was the day I would heal forever, I am no one’s victim, no ones emotional beat up on. 

Not my own, not anyone’s, 

Returning to love was my duty, the peaceful place of love and kindness. A place of beauty.

love and light always

Siontai X